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will i ever be free of this game's grasp ?? probably not it's been months now lmao
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it feels like i only come on here nowadays to vent when i feel like i can't do so on tumblr, 'cause certain people would see it but. lmao i don't care right now..i'm so upset and i hate it, i'm not usually jealous of rp partners but this particular partner only had one ship on their blog, that being between mine and their character and they're multi-ship, i'm not expecting them to stick to solely me, 'cause i'm multi-ship, too. b ut i'm so irrationally paranoid that they're gonna enjoy what they do with this other person they've start shipping with more than what they've developed with mine and they've roleplayed with them constantly lately and i want to send them things to roleplay, too, but i f eel like i'm. intruding somehow and that's stupid and i've been stressing myself to death for days

i know i should say something but i don't want them to stop roleplaying or having fun for my sake. that's not fair bc i roleplay and ship with plenty of other people, too. but lately it feels like if i want to do something with one of their characters, someone else kinda. comes along and hogs the attention. like we talked about shipping these two new muses of ours before we even made the blogs and then we made the blogs for them and were hella excited to ship them, then someone else just n EEDED TO SHIP WITH THEIR CHARACTER BC THEY WERE THIRSTY and suddenly i'm not getting any replies at all and i'd sit there. excited. just waiting. knowing i'd probably get myself excited over nothing.

and it's like why do i bother i'm just getting myself upset

it's selfish to want their attention constantly but it feels like all of my roleplay partners are having more fun with someone else and when i talk about my ideas to them, they seem excited!! they love them !!! but they're clearly doing so much more with someone else and i just .......

it ruins my motivation and i'm a dumb baby that needs attention and assurance that i am important and ugh slay me i'm stupid
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getting insulted on my character's behalf is weird man, but. my muse is blind and she is that way because she fucked up playin with her fire magic and singed her eyes and that's really important to how i play her. so to have someone tell her, even ic, that it's a "stupid way to go blind" is's less of an insult to her and more of an insult to me 'cause that was my decision, as her writer.

idk i'm dumb ;;;
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never play fire emblem: awakening unless you want to end up in a world of never ending shipping hell because i T'S SO MUCH


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is in love with Lucina.
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will i ever be free of this game's grasp ?? probably not it's been months now lmao
  • Mood: Pain

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Tigga-Jones Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2014  Hobbyist Filmographer
yo yo long time no chat nerd
GaryD12 Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
UndeadKittn Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2014
Did you end up getting my latest note reply? They've been glitchy lately so I'm just making sure. ^^
Ash-Misty-Pikachu Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks so much for the fav! :iconpikalaplz: <3
InvisiBri Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist…
I did this for you some time ago but I never knew if you were on or not.
littaly Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2014  Student Digital Artist
happy birthday!!
JSHADOWM Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist

DragonHeal187 Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2014
Happy Birthday!
RaxkiYamato Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
happy b-day x3.
featherguythefifth Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2014
Hey there :3
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